March 2011
“Only saw him as a troublemaker”
” —someone who got bullied on a daily basis”
We see what we see. We take what we are exposed to.
And so I have come to the conclusion that I am just really f*cking scared.
Hide and seek anyone? Winner gets my lifelong respect.
I’ll tell you an important secret: I live in the coding within the data.
When I imagine me and a room that describes me
I think…
Of a seamless white room, walls made out of white chrome
And the room is really big and theres nothing in it
The walls are curved, the room is like the inside of an oval.
A really big oval.
And then…theres an egg-chair hanging in the middle of the room from the ceiling. The chair is white, white chrome.
No windows..
Door…is part of the wall.
Everything is white chrome…no seams between the floor, walls, or ceiling.
Im sure finding words interesting lately. First Hobbes and now Chekhov! Chekhov’s awesome. His wording is just right; not too complicated, not too simple. Just right.
Science explains BEING, not CREATION. The Big Bang theory? That explains how the universe came into being, not how it was CREATED. Sure you can look into the molecules and all that, but thats still how the universe came into being. What im looking for is its very creation. Science cant help me with that because science explains BEING, not CREATION.